busy bee, busy bee.
This entire week is crazy. Reaching home at 11pm every single week day became a norm for the week. It's indeed tiring.. draining all my cells and energy. If the results would come out positively the following monday it would ALL be worthwhile, even if I were to undergo it again. --- I NEED TO PASS PLEASE:(
Then i guess i shouldnt even be here right now typing this using msn and facebook. But I really appreciate if I can hv some time alone just to do something I like.... and.. yah.. deprieved of sleep. and I didnt even geddo meet my boyfriend. . but still today we did enjoy a short one, a breakfast over mac's.. contented. oh ya, and I stayed over on friday:)
well.........
I've been transferred to a new scope as sales co-ordinator and Zinnie have officially become my colleague . much love:)
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Sunday, February 06, 2011
Friday, February 04, 2011
Quickly pin down this moment, for fear I'll forget. Which I dont think I hardly will though.
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Jerrome and I was undergoing some major fight the entire today , was due to some... common issues which I flared swaysway today, 2nd day of CNY. Well.. erm.. okay so the fight got quite bad till we didnt wana talk anymore. And we just got ahead with our own agendas ignoring each other's.
So yadayada- I lead my day and he led his.
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So today 2nd day of CNY, I organised a gathering cum celebration of my birthday with the presence of my family(both side of cousins) which is indeed a rare shit cos I hardly ever mixed these 2 batch of people, and my grandmother(S) never meet. But surprise or what, they did today:)
I was happy, teehee.:)
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And yup, the entire gathering was great. everyone is happy and fulfilled. the parents which have been busy the entire day from work finally have some time off with their siblings and beer and gamble, this gatherng today indeed make their 2011 new year a quite happy one. and I could read it all from their faces. yay, I succeeded. :) happys*
(Back to part where Jerrome and I were.... fighting)
He'd some kinda gathering over at his side too and not surprisingly, he wont be attending mine. I mean, not afraid/shy or whatever to say, he hardly hardly join me and my family. So... ya that was partly a subject to our fighting. (Dropping the idea of jioing him or what, not even thinking or thought he'll come), he did. by himself. I was.. shocked. really really shocked. I never expected him to come.. by himself. we were not in contact for the entire day since 10 am, and he showed up at 7pm odd, so the moment I saw him... I was dumbfounded.. this bad. then.. "oh, okay" started bainian-ing and yea, we became fine just like that.
I was.. really touched by him coming alone without in contact/ telling me he will. Coz he's never this sociable but I know he was nervous. His hands were quite icy.... hahaha. I mean honestly why would he not, coming in to a house with familiar or NOT faces, happy new year-ing with whoever that were on the gambling table I guess.. its really paiseh.
For a moment, I thought I'd never been this appreciative of him.
I Love you.
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Jerrome and I was undergoing some major fight the entire today , was due to some... common issues which I flared swaysway today, 2nd day of CNY. Well.. erm.. okay so the fight got quite bad till we didnt wana talk anymore. And we just got ahead with our own agendas ignoring each other's.
So yadayada- I lead my day and he led his.
-
So today 2nd day of CNY, I organised a gathering cum celebration of my birthday with the presence of my family(both side of cousins) which is indeed a rare shit cos I hardly ever mixed these 2 batch of people, and my grandmother(S) never meet. But surprise or what, they did today:)
I was happy, teehee.:)
-
And yup, the entire gathering was great. everyone is happy and fulfilled. the parents which have been busy the entire day from work finally have some time off with their siblings and beer and gamble, this gatherng today indeed make their 2011 new year a quite happy one. and I could read it all from their faces. yay, I succeeded. :) happys*
(Back to part where Jerrome and I were.... fighting)
He'd some kinda gathering over at his side too and not surprisingly, he wont be attending mine. I mean, not afraid/shy or whatever to say, he hardly hardly join me and my family. So... ya that was partly a subject to our fighting. (Dropping the idea of jioing him or what, not even thinking or thought he'll come), he did. by himself. I was.. shocked. really really shocked. I never expected him to come.. by himself. we were not in contact for the entire day since 10 am, and he showed up at 7pm odd, so the moment I saw him... I was dumbfounded.. this bad. then.. "oh, okay" started bainian-ing and yea, we became fine just like that.
I was.. really touched by him coming alone without in contact/ telling me he will. Coz he's never this sociable but I know he was nervous. His hands were quite icy.... hahaha. I mean honestly why would he not, coming in to a house with familiar or NOT faces, happy new year-ing with whoever that were on the gambling table I guess.. its really paiseh.
For a moment, I thought I'd never been this appreciative of him.
I Love you.
Tuesday, February 01, 2011
Very long never blog, and this is soooo true.
I dont know what have life been revolving around/about what, sometimes it seems so speedy that it could just pass like a blink, sometimes not, like some kinda slow machine. So far, my life been on track, 9-6 office hours front desk, and going to transfer to a new position, sales co-ordinator. Hope that moment come fast cos.. yea I dont really like being a front desk-er, if its not for the distance, and the money I bet I would have ran a thousand miles long long ago.
So, I am back to school for the last fucking final re-module. very sad case la, I mean I would have graduated and done with diploma but blame who, what? me- yea, ME. stupid me for flunking this 2 stupid mathematics modules :( please lemme clear this round. *prays
As for Jerrome these days, his BMT days are over, POP officially LOH. it was honestly quite a speedy thing to me. and of cos to him.. I kinda miss the times when he just went into BMT. . aww, his uni4, the way he misses home and me and whats not is so cute :)
But anyway he got posted out to storeman due to temporary down pest, which those medical officers will review again probably in May. he's doing a 8-5 thing but we hardly can even meet. sigh. due to my busy schedules, weekends seems extremely precious.
Anyway I took up netball! hooray! its like a dream come true again to me, not kidding! I always loved netball since young days but I never went ahead with the CCA back in Tampines Secondary.. so.. ya.. being able to reminisc and get hold of the ball and position, really makes my life WOW:) teehees.
And oh, I always wanted to visit the old folks home, always had it "circulating" in my mouth or brain but never ever really did. But on.. erm.. 23rd Jan 2011, I did it, for real:) Yes alone. didnt jioed anyone in particular to visit the homes with me. Maybe I did ask Jerrome like "eh if you wana follow me....." but if the response was.. "err see first dont know then say" then I couldnt be bothered.. therefore asking for companion or what is seriously a hassle and loh soh. I mean if I do have someone with me would be even better lah, but I dont know, I was just determined to do it all alone.
The old people are really fragil.. The minute I walked in, I really felt like crying. I just... feel really sad. the only thing which belonged to them at least for now, is the bed. The bed was their closest thing. No kin, No family, No Son, No Daughter, No Grandson, No Granddaughter. Noone freaking fucking bothered to give their poor grannies some visit or what.
I dont understand, why do they fucking wanto put them in the old folks home at the first place. You mean THEY forgottan those ahma were the ones who pull them through the childhood days, the education, the marriage or whatever, just that they are fragil now they decide to abandon just like this, I really is upset:(
_|_ middle finger to these fuckers.
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and, jerrome and I celebrated our 21st Birthday together.. it was quite memorable, as the anticipation towards planning was really there. :)
I really hope the day2 pictures dont get lost due to my screwed memory card. sigh, hopefully Titan is able to save it :(((((( *prays
*overall, the entire Jan was fine. :)
PS, I love you Baby
I dont know what have life been revolving around/about what, sometimes it seems so speedy that it could just pass like a blink, sometimes not, like some kinda slow machine. So far, my life been on track, 9-6 office hours front desk, and going to transfer to a new position, sales co-ordinator. Hope that moment come fast cos.. yea I dont really like being a front desk-er, if its not for the distance, and the money I bet I would have ran a thousand miles long long ago.
So, I am back to school for the last fucking final re-module. very sad case la, I mean I would have graduated and done with diploma but blame who, what? me- yea, ME. stupid me for flunking this 2 stupid mathematics modules :( please lemme clear this round. *prays
As for Jerrome these days, his BMT days are over, POP officially LOH. it was honestly quite a speedy thing to me. and of cos to him.. I kinda miss the times when he just went into BMT. . aww, his uni4, the way he misses home and me and whats not is so cute :)
But anyway he got posted out to storeman due to temporary down pest, which those medical officers will review again probably in May. he's doing a 8-5 thing but we hardly can even meet. sigh. due to my busy schedules, weekends seems extremely precious.
Anyway I took up netball! hooray! its like a dream come true again to me, not kidding! I always loved netball since young days but I never went ahead with the CCA back in Tampines Secondary.. so.. ya.. being able to reminisc and get hold of the ball and position, really makes my life WOW:) teehees.
And oh, I always wanted to visit the old folks home, always had it "circulating" in my mouth or brain but never ever really did. But on.. erm.. 23rd Jan 2011, I did it, for real:) Yes alone. didnt jioed anyone in particular to visit the homes with me. Maybe I did ask Jerrome like "eh if you wana follow me....." but if the response was.. "err see first dont know then say" then I couldnt be bothered.. therefore asking for companion or what is seriously a hassle and loh soh. I mean if I do have someone with me would be even better lah, but I dont know, I was just determined to do it all alone.
The old people are really fragil.. The minute I walked in, I really felt like crying. I just... feel really sad. the only thing which belonged to them at least for now, is the bed. The bed was their closest thing. No kin, No family, No Son, No Daughter, No Grandson, No Granddaughter. Noone freaking fucking bothered to give their poor grannies some visit or what.
I dont understand, why do they fucking wanto put them in the old folks home at the first place. You mean THEY forgottan those ahma were the ones who pull them through the childhood days, the education, the marriage or whatever, just that they are fragil now they decide to abandon just like this, I really is upset:(
_|_ middle finger to these fuckers.
-
and, jerrome and I celebrated our 21st Birthday together.. it was quite memorable, as the anticipation towards planning was really there. :)
I really hope the day2 pictures dont get lost due to my screwed memory card. sigh, hopefully Titan is able to save it :(((((( *prays
*overall, the entire Jan was fine. :)
PS, I love you Baby
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